{"id":571,"date":"2025-04-28T12:30:33","date_gmt":"2025-04-28T12:30:33","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ona.ba\/?p=571"},"modified":"2026-01-13T12:32:16","modified_gmt":"2026-01-13T12:32:16","slug":"dobro-je-sve-dok-se-moze-na-noge","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ona.ba\/index.php\/2025\/04\/28\/dobro-je-sve-dok-se-moze-na-noge\/","title":{"rendered":"\u201eDobro je sve dok se mo\u017ee na noge!\u201c"},"content":{"rendered":"

Pi\u0161e: Adisa Ki\u0161i\u0107<\/em><\/p>\n

Ovaj tekst nije inspiracija.<\/p>\n

Nije ni pri\u010da o borbi, ni o pobje\u0111ivanju invaliditeta.<\/p>\n

Ovo su moja razmi\u0161ljanja, moje istine, moje emocije, ogoljene i oslobo\u0111ene.<\/p>\n

Pi\u0161em ih kao \u017eena. Kao osoba. Kao bi\u0107e koje di\u0161e punim plu\u0107ima, iako su joj vrata \u010desto poluotvorena, a prozori zatvoreni.<\/p>\n

Imam invaliditet, da. Ali to nije sve \u0161to jesam.<\/p>\n

Zato pri\u010dam. Pi\u0161em. Postojim, jasno i glasno.<\/p>\n

Od devetnaeste godine, \u017eivotnim stazama putujem zajedno s invaliditetom. Ali,<\/p>\n

moj put nije zato manje vrijedan nego samo druga\u010diji. I, mo\u017eda, ba\u0161 zbog toga, dublji.<\/p>\n

Dok drugi hodaju utabanim stazama, ja kr\u010dim svoje. Uklanjam kamenje, preska\u010dem rupe, pravim mostove tamo gdje ih nije bilo.<\/p>\n

Prote\u017eem se, skupljam, izvijam, ne da bih se prilagodila tu\u0111im o\u010dekivanjima, ve\u0107 da bih savladala prepreke koje mi se name\u0107u. Radujem se svakom lijepom trenutku. U besmislu tra\u017eim smisao. \u010cak i kada u meni svane no\u0107, ja ne gasim svjetla. Na staze prostirem svoje nade, ogr\u0107em se vjerom i obla\u010dim snove. Ispra\u0107am padove, i slavim i male i velike pobjede. Svaka prepreka, svaki dan, svaka borba, nosi sa sobom smisao. I kad ga ne vidim odmah, ja ga tra\u017eim. I ne odustajem dok ga ne prona\u0111em.<\/p>\n

I dok to radim, neprekidno slu\u0161am: da ja sve to mogu uprkos svemu i bez obzira na sve. Slu\u0161am i sumnje da ipak ne mogu ni\u0161ta. Ponekad me savjetuju da slu\u0161am samo sebe. \u010cujem i savjete da ne slu\u0161am nikog. Ili, da slu\u0161am ba\u0161 njih. Da mi je lako. Ili da mi je, naprotiv, jako te\u0161ko. Da ne treba ovako, nego onako. Da mi se dive. A onda, da me \u017eale…<\/p>\n

Poma\u017eu mi tako \u0161to me uvjeravaju da tra\u017eim spas. Ka\u017eu: \u201eOzdravit \u0107e\u0161 ako jako \u017eeli\u0161, sve je u tvojoj glavi…\u201c.<\/p>\n

Stra\u0161no im je, valjda, \u0161to ja svojim stazama idem na to\u010dkovima. U kolicima.<\/p>\n

Pa im se \u010dini da sve \u0161to jesam, sve \u0161to osje\u0107am, stvaram, sanjam, vrijedi manje.<\/p>\n

Jer nisam u njihovom standardu normalnog.<\/p>\n

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\"\"A ja?<\/p>\n

Ne \u017eelim da budem ne\u010dija mjera sre\u0107e, ili nesre\u0107e. Ne \u017eelim da budem ogledalo u kojem \u0107e drugi vidjeti koliko je njihov \u017eivot ipak u redu u pore\u0111enju s mojim. Ne \u017eelim biti inspiracija samo zato \u0161to postojim.<\/p>\n

Ja ne tra\u017eim sa\u017ealjenje. Ni divljenje.<\/p>\n

Samo \u017eelim da budem ja. Slobodna.<\/p>\n

Ho\u0107u da imam pravo da ne\u0107u.<\/p>\n

Da smijem da ne moram.<\/p>\n

Da imam izbore.<\/p>\n

Da proma\u0161im.<\/p>\n

Da pogodim.<\/p>\n

Da uspijem.<\/p>\n

Da pogrije\u0161im, i da mi to ne bude kraj.<\/p>\n

A danas se samo nasmijem, kad jo\u0161 uvijek, tu i tamo, \u010dujem onaj nepromi\u0161ljen, usputan, povr\u0161no izgovoren, netakti\u010dni biser:<\/p>\n

\u201eDobro je sve dok se mo\u017ee na noge.\u201c<\/p>\n

Meni je dobro, iako ne hodam.<\/p>\n

Jer hodanje nije mjera \u017eivota.<\/p>\n

Ja sam ovdje. \u017diva. Budna. Prisutna.<\/p>\n

Ispod ovog neba, u miru sa sobom, sa svojim tijelom, sa svojim putevima.<\/p>\n

U miru sa svijetom, sa planetom.<\/p>\n

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Mo\u017eda neko ko ovo \u010dita prona\u0111e dio sebe me\u0111u mojim rije\u010dima.<\/p>\n

Mo\u017eda neko shvati da nismo \u201enadahnjuju\u0107i uprkos\u201c, ve\u0107 obi\u010dni i jednaki.<\/p>\n

Mo\u017eda \u0107e neko shvatiti da nam nije kompliment kada nam se dive samo zato \u0161to postojimo, ve\u0107 uvreda. Po\u0161tujte nas zbog na\u0161eg rada, ne zbog va\u0161ih predrasuda.<\/p>\n

Mo\u017eda \u0107e jednog dana prestati da aplaudiraju osobama u kolicima jer su “toliko hrabre”, i po\u010deti da ih anga\u017euju, plate, slu\u0161aju, kao \u0161to bi i svakog drugog stru\u010dnjaka.<\/p>\n

Mo\u017eda \u0107e neko shvatiti da ne \u017eelimo da budemo motivacijski citat u tu\u0111em storiju ve\u0107 ravnopravan kolega, lider, glas koji se \u010duje.<\/p>\n

Mo\u017eda \u0107e prestati da nas zovu inspiracijom \u010dim nas vide u kolicima jer na\u0161e postojanje nije motivacioni poster, ve\u0107 \u017eivot kao i svaki drugi, pun rada, znanja i borbe.<\/p>\n

Mo\u017eda se jednom promijeni re\u010denica:<\/p>\n

\u201eDobro je sve dok se mo\u017ee na noge.”<\/p>\n

u:<\/p>\n

\u201eDobro je sve dok se voli, di\u0161e, sanja, nada, stvara.\u201c<\/p>\n

Jer \u017eivot nije samo hodanje.<\/p>\n

\u017divot je sloboda da bude\u0161 svoj, kako god da ide\u0161 kroz njega.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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Pi\u0161e: Adisa Ki\u0161i\u0107 Ovaj tekst nije inspiracija. Nije ni pri\u010da o borbi, ni o pobje\u0111ivanju invaliditeta. Ovo su moja razmi\u0161ljanja, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":575,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_eb_attr":"","site-sidebar-layout":"default","site-content-layout":"","ast-site-content-layout":"","site-content-style":"default","site-sidebar-style":"default","ast-global-header-display":"","ast-banner-title-visibility":"","ast-main-header-display":"","ast-hfb-above-header-display":"","ast-hfb-below-header-display":"","ast-hfb-mobile-header-display":"","site-post-title":"","ast-breadcrumbs-content":"","ast-featured-img":"","footer-sml-layout":"","theme-transparent-header-meta":"","adv-header-id-meta":"","stick-header-meta":"","header-above-stick-meta":"","header-main-stick-meta":"","header-below-stick-meta":"","astra-migrate-meta-layouts":"default","ast-page-background-enabled":"default","ast-page-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"ast-content-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-571","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ona.ba\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/571","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ona.ba\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ona.ba\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ona.ba\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ona.ba\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=571"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/ona.ba\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/571\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1131,"href":"https:\/\/ona.ba\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/571\/revisions\/1131"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ona.ba\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/575"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ona.ba\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=571"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ona.ba\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=571"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ona.ba\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=571"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}